Wednesday, 26 August 2009

26 August - I learn that I am not superwoman.

Wednesday 26 August - Feeling a great deal better but still not 100% right. So for the first time in many months I have cancelled my golf game today. I am simply going to fuddle about, read and rest.

When I got up yesterday I was worried because I still felt ghastly but as I was scheduled to be an observer referee at the Southern Regions Girls Amateur Championships, and I knew they were desperately short of people, I forced myself to get in the car and drive to Worplesdon. By the time I got there I actually felt OK and the gentle walk around the course wasn’t a problem. A few undemanding rulings and I was beginning to feel we were back on track.

But I am tired. So today I give in……Only temporarily mind you!

One thing this has highlighted is that Dr S and I are going to have words next time I see him. I am not prepared to go through this again especially as we are due to fly to Spain four days after the next chemo and I have every intention of enjoying my holiday. Somehow we will have to come up with a solution – whether that be ditching the Neulasta injection or finding something whizzy in the pain relief cupboard.

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